Shadow and Grace ~ a slideshow

I am feeling particularly nostalgic this evening…

Maybe it’s the snow and the soft cloudy days nestling me…

Maybe it’s my delayed reaction to a new year, a chance to trace my time and reorient my compass…

Maybe I’m savoring a sense of completion…

Maybe and most likely, I’m feeling delightfully grateful.


I hear my husband and my son bantering in the next room, snippets of laughter and ever~so~earnest questions waft like the chocolate chip cookies I baked. Homework is done. Folded laundry rests. Neat white reminder bundles stack on the stairs. And the slideshow below…it rests, at home on this journal, complete.

Shadow and Grace chronicles 22 years of my photography. It starts with the first worth~a~darn photograph I made as a student in Kentucky. It ends exactly this time last year after my husband received his new kidney. What you might want to know before viewing this lengthy piece it this…some find the content challenging. I offer a very personal no~holds~barred collection of photographs. I trace time by revisiting my years at newspapers, my challenges of coping with my now 14-year-old son’s Cowden Syndrome, my husband’s Polycystic Kidney Disease and running a small business. Some folks have asked how I photographed my family, particularly my son’s early years. My answer? I knew then and know now, one day these images would be needed for him to trace his time.

What I see now, a year later, are beautiful laundry piles on the same steps lulled by the gentle snores of my family.

grateful ~ amy

{ music courtesy of Triple Scoop Music }

by amy

10 comments

Jenny - I have an ever growing list of photoblogs. Something drew me to yours today. I’m blown away by your slideshow, your work, your eye. Thank you.March 3, 2010 – 6:24 pm

Mark Osler - You have beautiful photos on your website, but thank you for the chance to see again the visual poetry of “Kentucky Amy” again. Wonderful, open, honest Amy pictures. What a treat. Thanks.February 26, 2010 – 1:26 am

Jenika - I was captivated by your ability to tell stories through still pictures. Far more powerful than moving pictures, it requires the viewer to grasp what is happening and fill in the blanks for themselves. Thank you for sharing these pieces of your life with us. Only a wonderful heart could have put this together.February 23, 2010 – 1:26 pm

Melissa Gidney Photography - Truly stunning work. I was mesmerized. The first song, in particular, really brought out the emotional content of the work. I would love to know the name… beautiful, Amy.February 22, 2010 – 11:56 pm

Ali - Simply stunning. What incredible work. I am just in awe.February 20, 2010 – 12:07 am

amy - Hi Ed. Thank you for posting. Thank you for guiding me through the world of online video embedding. love ~ AmyFebruary 19, 2010 – 6:00 am

amy - Oh Good Morning Bonnie. I’m sipping hot coffee. The skillet snaps with bacon. Morning bathes herself in pink and blue light. And I smile, reading your post. until Texas ~ AmyFebruary 19, 2010 – 5:58 am

ed atrero - Thank you for sharing this beautiful and moving body of work, Amy. So glad you were able to get vimeo up and running! See you next week at FW8!February 19, 2010 – 1:41 am

Bonnie Berry - Oh Amy. What an amazing legacy. I have tears streaming down my face as I write this. What a brave and strong, woman, wife and mother you are to not look away and to give your family the gift, as your son so eloquently stated, of being seen.February 18, 2010 – 9:01 pm

bloom photography - [...] lovely friend bonnie sent me a link to a slideshow of beautiful work by amy deputy and among her photography she integrated several quotes and one in particular made me pause. it [...]February 19, 2010 – 10:45 pm

A Field ~ Foundation Workshop

“We see things as we are.”
~Anaïs Nin

I wrote about the Foundation Workshop a year ago when I attended last year as team leader. Heading to Dallas is somewhat of a yearly pilgrimage. Tomorrow I head back to Texas and meet a new team of photographers.

The five day photography immersion experience started by Huy Nguyen, former Dallas Morning News photojournalist, is devoted to teaching wedding photographers to be better visual storytellers by former news photographers Greg Gibson, David Murray, Brooks Whittington and Tyler Wirken.

I am again blessed with another powerful group. Each is an amazing photographer with incredible gifts. I am so excited to hunker down in Texas and live pictures with my photography family. The 2010 Team Amy includes Britt Bailey, Bonnie Barry, Gulnara Samoilova, Emmy Sherman, Tina Wilson and Tak Yi Young with mentoring by Rachel LaCour Neisen, Huy Nguyen and Jay Premack.

The slideshow below is from the 2009 workshop, re-edited for a presentation for my 2010 Digital Wedding Forum Conference presentation in Nashville. Thank you to 2009 participants Britt Bailey, Marcin Czech, Erin Beach, Daniel Chinn and Scott Williams, Jay Premack, Sergio Lopez, Anja Schlein and David Murray.

Hello new beautiful team. Let’s rock Texas.

love ~ amy

{ note: special thanks to Triple Scoop Music }

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Portfolio 2009 ~ a slideshow

What a beautiful year of kindness and love amidst the world’s deep difficulties. I am so fortunate to have photographed so many fabulous weddings last year. I send my thanks to the lovely couples who chose my studio to document their day. As our world community experiences great challenge, images of loving kindness may perhaps serve to balance, perhaps tip, the scale. Accompanied by my stalwart ally, friend and second photographer David Bick, we witnessed truly amazing celebrations.

Photographing how we care and love each other has, for me, the effect of slicing to the heart of the matter, even amongst the concern. In these images I see hope. I see humor. I see delight. In this small way I hold the light. I hope you enjoy this little movie of some of my favorites.

love ~ amy

{ music courtesy of  Triple Scoop Music }

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Megan + Dave: engagement

On a very chilly morning Megan and Dave visited my studio for an impromptu engagement shoot at my snowbound studio. We galloped in the snow and made some snow angels. I watched as cheeks turned red with mitten~y hands reaching for each other.  I watched kisses and giggles and piggyback rides. I am so excited to photograph Megan and Dave’s wedding in at the Chesapeake Bay Beach Club in Annapolis, Maryland.

Congratulations sweeties.

{ p.s. click on the little black arrow to view their photographs. }

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Becki and Josh ~ wedding sneak peak

Becky and Josh were married at the Chesapeake Beach Resort and Spa in Chesapeake Beach, Maryland.

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Kate - This is so utterly adorable!February 9, 2010 – 8:07 am

amy - hi mark, it is so good to hear from you. I love your work. i hope to meet you one day. stay warm in the great north! love, AmyFebruary 7, 2010 – 8:31 am

amy - hi mike…and thank to you for making the journey and coming along. you did great!February 7, 2010 – 8:29 am

amy - hi karen…it was quite the day of driving to chesapeake beach in a blizzard. becki and josh were so great and insisted on going outside. we had a blast.February 7, 2010 – 8:29 am

amy - hi beverly…so good to hear from you…well sometimes it stays dry and sometimes not…i forgot my lens hood that day and didn’t have an umbrella…i shoot with the nikon d700 and it’s great.February 7, 2010 – 8:28 am

Mark - Such a fun shot, Amy – love it! :) February 6, 2010 – 12:03 pm

Mike Kalcevic - Looks great Amy!February 6, 2010 – 6:11 am

Karen Messick - Thats fun!February 5, 2010 – 7:46 pm

Beverly Lynn - What fun! How do you keep your gear dry in the snow? Do you have a faithful assistant with an umbrella?February 4, 2010 – 12:23 pm